Saturday, February 19, 2005
Took for fun!
Hais sian so take lor
Bryan Sng [8:00 PM]
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Friday, February 18, 2005
Tong Hua
Is she really that hard to be pulled off of my mind? I might not be the prince in her story but all i can do now is to watch her smiling from one side. Just hope by seeing her less, things will change =)
Woke up at 7am and saw Zhihong msg "Once you read this message, please go back to sleep." He don't feel like going to gym and i once again have to either do it at home or go to gym myself. Making decision now....
I'm deciding on whether should i go to Alvin's house not... I feel like gg.. but lazy and i might be meeting elfiana they all for a movie... Not sure ah..
Bryan Sng [7:44 AM]
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
9days more
Counting down of 9Days i will be going for the final for beachhunk. I know audrey.. u think im not hunky enough, even me myself think so too.. but nvm i treat this as an experience and i know i won't be able to emerge as the sole winner. so don't worry okie.
This week has been a hectic week for me. Basically go school and straight after school, i make my way to the gym and make the most of the time doing workout and burn the fats into muscles! haha.
I went to jan's house yesterday with other classmates of mine. I played X-Box with jinsong, eddie and soonguan as we not really into mahjong. After X-boX, we move on to playing blackjack which we bet with 10cents... slowly,gradually it become a dollar. She went to jan's house too but didn't really communicate with her. Guess it's going to be over very soon. :( Well, infact what happen will be happened so no use pulling back anything that will leave u in no time.
I just hope to be the angel in your story and turn my hands into wings to protect you from any harm. However, i guess you won't need my protection anymore as there's other wings who is taking care of you. Sighs
Bryan Sng [10:08 AM]
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Overjoyed
Im simply overjoyed. A strange number rang up my hp and i was wondering who's the caller. Put away my headset and i answered the call, it was a lady's voice. It was Jermine from Lime Magazine and she gave me a shock out of my life by saying:" You are shortlisted for the final for the BeachHunk competition." It will fall on the 26th Feb 2005 and im going to work hard for it =P.
This maybe a good timing for me. I will be striking my way off at the gym and at the meantime i can put her off my mind. All the unhappy incidents will be cleared. It doesn't matter whether i win or not, i just treat this as a time to heal my wound. The wound that is so deeply cut thru my heart.
Sign off... =)
Bryan Sng [11:06 PM]
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Monday, February 14, 2005
Breathe again
Have you ever wonder how it's feel when everything is over?
It almost took my breathe away. This is how i feel right now. Today is Valentine day and she's not with me. She's busy with other guys. What i wanna tell her is "I just wanna breathe again". I wanna build a coherent environment between me and her but everything is over.
Bought her a balloon, thanks to Jan. lols. She ain't really happy with the balloon and when i said this to her is like placing my tongue at the edge of a sharp sword :" Don't like den deflate it lor or throw it away" Does she noe how i feel =) And jan replied her sms for me cause i don't know how to use the samsung handphone which is very "mo sheng" to me and my handphone's batt is dead.
Think she's busy watching movie with the guy. So didnt reply me.. This is the excuse i used to sooth my broken and hurt heart. Anyway, great to have Jan jie around to accompany through long and lonely Valentine Monday. Sigh. Wad will be will be...
Why am i so stupid to wait for a miracle to happen when i know it myself that nothing more will come?
Bryan Sng [5:43 PM]
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
2more days
In less than 24hours or a day,it will be the day i detest most, valentine day. Wadever thing i say, wadever thing i give or wadever action i can do will mean nuts to her. 'Fuck It' by Eamon will suit what she will say
Fuck what you say, it don't mean shit now.
Fuck the present, might as well throw em' all out.
Fuck those kisses, they dun mean jack.ARgh.. wad can i do.. jus pray? and pray for a miracle to happen? pinning hope on she will sms me, but she didn't =) What i beg for is jus a sms from her and it could brighten up my day
Bryan Sng [1:16 AM]
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