Saturday, February 05, 2005
Bryan Sng [9:58 PM]
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Friday, February 04, 2005
Choice
"What will be will be" has been my fighting motto ever since the day i lost her in the year 2002 Feb. God, why did you put me into this situation again whereby i have to choose between Dignity and Her. The only difference about this time is her heart is no longer with me. Slowly, gradually and eventually, i will lose my most insignificant and small place in her heart and mind. Wait and wait, is the most i can do? V-day is coming and she's not going to be my the other half that will accompany throughout they "happy" day.
Another guy will be her company and i can only see from far isle... Can i be, once again, the Bryan who fear no people and no things? I don't wish to think about her again but my heart telling me NO. Though i had turned my back on her, it doesn't mean my feeling for her has died. It's just that i can't bear and don't wish to see her taking one step at a time in leaving me. Everynight, i been telling myself to hold her in my arms and tell her how much i feel for her. All this has become null and history has repeated itself.
THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS... .to see that she's happy with the other guy from afar. When the day she needs someone the most, i will always be there for her. Lending her my shoulders and ears. God bless.
Bryan Sng [8:13 AM]
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
slacking?
Been almost a month since i last typed on www.blogger.com. Hey don't assume im lazy okie? been packed with lots of activites and this week brings 3 heavy test of Principle of Econ, Management Principle and Java. Omg.. their weightage is very high and im going to flunk it haha =) Usual bryan yeah... 14th feb is coming.. and where is she.... not with me... and her feeling for me is gone? haha i can't do anything but just to watch her by the side. all the best!!
Woo jus finished surf and run for 2days and.. i tot i will get last few.. but i didn't.. got 70placing out of 100+? haha haven been running for months and im still not bad okie! haha don't mess with me. =p geez. preparing for the next event "NewBalance Challenge" of 10km run follow by 40km cycle and 5km run again. Teaming up with zhihong and weimin. hope we can achieve some results together. CHEERIOS !! gotta go sleep and prepare for tml school
BAD LUCK: SPECTACLES BROKEN. HAVE TO USE CONTACT LENS
Bryan Sng [10:23 PM]
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