Bryan Sng's Online Diary

moving on____

2006-02-01T10:31:00.000+08:00

hi guys, i will be moving on to livejournal at http://www.livejournal.com/users/tsubasa_bryz

happy CNY

2006-01-29T10:57:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year guys. tight schedule took my time to blog for now... apologies..

putting things righttt...

2006-01-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

i've to start with this common phrase,"been such a long time since i last post". My mind is in a total blank on what to blog about. Chinese new year? or shall it be about my life? Blogging about personal life will make such'a boring post.

Chinese new year is so, so , so ROUTINE. Eve of CNY will be the Reunion dinner follow by so praying session. Will retire for the night right after the countdown and wake up during the break of dawn to prepare oneself for the house visit. Eat and drink till our detest waistline expand. House visiting will be completed within the first week and slowly, proceed back to the gym for some workout to burn the calories that have been hiding in us during the CNY.

Doom days will draw nearer as the examination is approaching. In addition, with the fcuktard deadline to submit our project will add on to our stress level. GOD!! pls help me ...

grew another year...

2006-01-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

ITS 2006!! i know its too late for me to post about the NEW YEAR since its already the 8th of jan. To me, the starting of the year begins when my new resolution is set. So here i am, announcing my great new year resolutions!! =p

1) GAIN ANOTHER 6 KG OF MUSCLES (WHAHA)
2) TREMENDOUS IMPROVEMENT IN MY VOLLEYBALL
3) 8 PACS 8PACKS!!
4) STAY HEALTHY AND HAPPY
5) MORE MONEY =))

Ministry Of Queueing

2005-12-30T12:59:00.000+08:00

Gathered all my spirits and brought up my courage for the visit to MoS on 28th of dec 2006. Why shld there be the gather and courage?? It's a tough decision to visit MoS when the queue is infinite. Queued for 3hours to be granted the entrance... In the process of queueing, we looked at pretty and hot girls which made us look like some pervert, sorry about that girls... Of course, we tried playing daidee and we were being mocked by the bouncers. What a joke~ ANd yea, while queueing, we saw deborah. what a small world! haha

We saw Gina's sister, by the name of Annalisa (IF I REMEMBER AND SPELL CORRECTLY), and we followed her to where she and her friends sat. It was in the retro room, tried to dance, but didnt really like the songs. hmm, then the clever bryan suggested to cornelia and her friend that they shld move on to the RNB room. Well, i meant "CLEVER". RNB room was crowded and don't expect to have a small space for u to dance. If you are able to move ur hands freely, u shld be thankful! For goodness sake, there was this girl who tot i wanted to eat her 'tofu'. A girl of her standard will interest me? not pretty though, but has an advantage wif the figure that she holds. However, still not interested.. =P

All of us played till MoS closed at 415. Got a call from yunxuan stating that all of them were not in their sober state and one was in a bad condition. So the 4 of us, (FORGOTTEN TO INTRO WHO WAS IN MY GRP: ANDREW CORNELIA ALICIA AND I), went down to MOMO and fetched them. Had a hard time bringing them back to sembawang. haha!

I will be visiting MOS again on the NYE or 1/1, and if you are interested to join us, pls call me!! thankssss

fight for my own rights

2005-12-16T08:12:00.000+08:00

For some moments, i thought parents will dote on youngest child the most. However, as times passed by, i realise the level of love given by my parent sits lower than Christina Aguilera's hipster. My mum gave a Mount Everest-like of concerns to my brothers rather than me.

I believe that some of the people will tell me that;"Com' on! Parents are fair, they love every children of theirs." If i were to give them my situation with both of my hands, i doubt they will repeat that phrase again. Ever since secondary 4, i promised that i would do everything on my own. Never to be too dependent on them.

All right, i gotta ciao for my ICA.

The value of life

2005-12-05T00:57:00.001+08:00

At around 1830 today, i learnt how to appreciate life before it is taken away after watching Saw 2 with a 'tard by the name of benita. The movie is about an old man who punished those who didnt know how to treasure their life. Argh.. that movie is gross... although it does have those horrid scene, i will give 2 thumbs up for the show. it is definitely better than the chicken little.

3 out of 5 friends that watched chicken little told me to give this show a miss as it is a wastage of money and time. However, i still have the urge to watch it!!

Upcoming nice movie
The Chronicle of Narnia
King Kong
The Descent
Perhaps Love

OH gawd, gotta catch so many movies.

The value of life

2005-12-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

Re-replaying the memory

2005-11-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Been reminding myself not to fall for her again. However, reminders just don't work well for me. Thought distance will make my feeling fade away but it doesn't seem so. The more i don't see her, the deeper the feeling is penetrating my heart.

kick off my harcore habit

2005-11-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

"BRYAN, U ARE LATE AGAIN!" This is an usual quote i will hear when i meet up with my friends. Simply speaking, i'm a tardy king. DOTS! My preparation before going out won;t take much of my time but i will still be late. I don't know why... sighs.. any ideas on how to kick off this bad habit of mine??

STILL grieving over the short term holidays...

2005-11-16T10:47:00.000+08:00

It is the 2nd week of school reopen but i'm STILL in the wonderful holiday mood. No worries about tutorial and projects. Skipped class for as much as i could, hope that i can still score as well as i did in my year 1 semester 1. Whaha! God gracious me...

I shld be in school now, but due to peer pressure; here i am, infront of my computer blogging. Actually, there is a gathering at K-Box for the BrotherHood but due to some fee problem, we have cancelled it. This makes me ACTIVITY-LESS for today.. PLS!! Anyone going out? pls let me noe. Preferably catching a movie, alrites?

There's quite a few nice movies being broadcast now. For example, "Harry Potter and the goblet of fire", "just like heaven", "DOOM" (haven't watch yet, it is relatively an old movie though).

Below is an extract of a DotA match when Scourge and Sentinel joint-invasion for the first time in history against the Ancient, Roshan.

What should i do?

2005-11-04T10:30:00.000+08:00

Months back, keith (my hairstylist) dyed a dark brown color for my hair and i find it too dark. Whine and whine, and when i got my new color last night i still can't stop whinig till now. It's too bright! Perhaps the problem lies with me which i'm not able to make up my mind on which color best suits me. What a big hu-ha..

I shall give this color a few weeks of trial and if it still don't suit me, i will be dying back to black color. The original cheena's color!

How much does your blog worth?

2005-11-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

My blog is worth $25,404.30.
How much is your blog worth?

2005-10-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

Life discerning dominant ideal seeker

You understand that new does not always mean better and you see no reason to skip from one fad to the next. You value things that have stood the test of time, things that have proved themselves. You can give a 120% when you need to, but know that you don't need to 100% of the time. You know that life is for living, and you're smart enough to make sure that you have time to relax, chill and just be yourself.
You tend to identify more strongly with your own thoughts than any other personality. To others you are the one with the sharp intellect, strong need for independence and privacy, and intensity of your cerebral interests. You love explaining the world and predicting what it will do next. This derives partly from natural curiosity, and partly because you sense much of the world to be unreliable, requiring that you use your intellect to bring order to your own corner of it.
You have a strong desire to investigate, observe, and understand an issue deeply and provocatively. You are often independent and self-motivated, with a strong need for privacy. For example, others will often have no idea what you have been working on until it is finished and unveiled. Some of the greatest minds in history had similar traits, people whose ideas challenged the conventional wisdom, forcing those around them to think differently.

Famous people who share these traits include:William Rhenquist, Stephen Hawking, Helen Keller, Arthur C. Clarke,Sigmund Freud, Nikola Tesla, Isaac Newton.

http://www.starhub.com/mobile/imode/ <- Do the personality test from here...

dreadful day drawing nearer..

2005-10-29T09:50:00.000+08:00

In just a flash of eyes, school will reopen in one week time. I dread going to school, looking at the pathetic poly with no REAL bonding of friendship except for a handful. Before im back to school, i need to work one week for Cosmpolitan promoting Mont Blanc™ Starwalker at paragon. It will be a hard week to pass with so many hours needed for me to fulfil and high sales target for me to achieve. Bleah!

Whenever there's "pain" in working, i will think about the pay i will receive nxt mth. It's so soothing to my pain when i can buy my new clothes, supplements and new activites like scuba diving. James (my new colleague) told me to pick up new activity so i can really enjoy the life. I believe by the end of december or Jan, i will be doing gym, beach-ing and scuba diving.

Soon it will be the day i will return to the secular world and stop MONK-ing. Some of u will get wad i mean =P

From the past ... to the present

2005-10-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

THE HISTORY

LOOK AT THE BOTTOM LEFT, IT'S ME (LAUGHING) WITH ALFRED AT THE RIGHT.

AT THE BOTTOM LEFT CORNER AGAIN, ME(WITH MY CURTAIN HAIR FACING THE RIGHT) WITH ALFRED.

THE PAST

FROM ROW FROM LEFT: SHIRLEEN, ADIB, ME
BACK: JUNHONG

During our leadership training camp, we guide a group of student leaders to play strategic game. Lol

THE PRESENT

AudreySick... jus like homesick... =(

2005-10-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

Audrey! Pls come back asap... i got so much to tell u hahs! It's been so long since we went town and play pool together. I can't blog much right now, so i just going to put one photo which is the main star for this post!

Specially done by my dear mei, audrey.

Top (FROM LEFT) : Bryan, Weizheng, Shirleen
Front(From LEFT): Audrey, Xinger, Michelle

Repent before the god!

2005-10-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

Do a self reflection tonight. When you wake up in the morning and you find out that you had did many sinful deeds, go to http://www.titane.ca/igod/ to repent. Chat with god, ask him WHO IS HE and WHAT YOU SHOULD Do. he will give you direction and you will be brought back to the right track! What are you still waiting for? Go sleep and do a reflection!

I find this sentence relatively true. 'If you find everything is coming your way, YOU ARE ON THE WRONG TRACK.' It acutally means that we have to overcome obstacles in life to improve. =)

this sentence is quoted from BeneDICK's tee shirt which he wore today.

personal schedule

2005-10-17T09:59:00.000+08:00

As of today, i will be starting my personal training @ the gym with Winsor. We will be doing 125% more than our usual weights for all the sets (this time round includes a warm up set). I believe this will definitely create some result in our body shape. =D

We will show u the photos of our result if there is.

Chatted with her for 1hour last night to make sure that she is feeling okay.. tried to cheer her up as much as i could. Unknowingly for the past few days, i believe i have already fallen for her. Im so incorrigible.. Argh!

my hobbyzz

2005-10-16T07:41:00.000+08:00

Went to Kbox @ Paradiz Centre with jun, darren, winsor and kok. It has addicted all of us to go back on a weekly basis.. whahaha... we took a few photos. Since winsor has already uploaded on his blog, i shall not double post it.

Recording personal album. That's one of my dream too! whahha!

Pushing beyond the limit

2005-10-09T18:27:00.000+08:00

Dream, my dream is to be a star that will shine. Not the star in the sky but movie star, that's my dream. This is one of the answers to the common question tat is being frequently asked," Y do u go gym so many times per week?". Singaporeans' bodybuild ain't as big as european. In order to blend in the characteristic and appearance of european, i haf to push myself to 80kg. i hope this little dream of mine will come true.. Wahaha =)

Nothing is impossible and so don't think that it is stupid to have dreams. Work hard for it and it will be realised.

Don't laugh at others' dreams, and i swear i won't. hahas..

Other than body size, i have to acquire a better appearance too. For example, comparing William Hung and Brad Pitt, who will you vote for? I'm sure there is a clear cut winner.

Holidays "Illness"

2005-09-27T20:14:00.000+08:00

The day when i enjoyed most during my these few days of semestral breaks is the day when i went to suntan after a long time of absent from sentosa. whaha =p below attached is the photos of our sentosa day greatly taken by our dear ladies, wanxin and jacq hahs!

yea that's all for sentosa...
now im in love with ancient Jin Yong story.. esp. the one being broadcast on channel 8 every sat 9pm.. Huang Rong (ZHOU XUN) is so pretty.. yea!! Her photos are below... =)

Post Exams...

2005-09-24T09:31:00.000+08:00

It has already been 2 days after my semestral exam... and i thought i will really enjoy the moment. But nv did i expect that i'm not really excited about it. I thought i had forgotten cleanly about her, but here i am, still having tiny bits of thoughts about her. During study period, i can look at her for the most of the time of my days. however, during this break i doubt i can see her.. it will be 6 weeks.. dotsss

Below is the schedule for my semestral break ( i will be writting it on excel or words and display it here) :

Monday - Friday , 10-12NOON : GYM
1230PM-230PM : Suntan
3PM - 5PM : POOL
10PM : Time for bed!

Saturday, 9-1030AM : GYM
1130AM-3PM : Sentosa
4PM-6PM : POOL
1030PM : Sleep

Sunday, 10AM-12NOON: GYM
Self planned afternoon activity
10PM : Sleep

I will be sleeping as early as possible unless stated otherwise whahaa =p

Resolutions for this semestral break:
-> Gain 5kg of muscles
-> To be a super tanned fella!

Halfway through...

2005-09-16T13:46:00.000+08:00

Phew~ i'm done with 2 papers, IP Net and Ecommerce... Hectic part of IT modules are over. However, here comes Business Modules and DBMS. I still have 3 papers more to go but im enjoying here as if exam is over. wahaha! BUT I GOT STUDY ONE, TRUST ME! i shall show u the photos i took in library. Look at the stress face i have... and the 'panda' eyes i got for myself! (though i slept 8hours per day, it ain't doing enuff for me!)

LOOK AT THE STRESS FACE IM HAVING AND YOU WILL KNOW HOW HARDWORKING I AM DURING MY STUDIES. RIGHT JIE? Wahaha

I feel like telling u something, jie! lol.. been keeping it for long, i guess it time to tell u then u will guide me on where i should go.. =)

Exam Stress

2005-09-14T10:13:00.000+08:00

In jus a blink of eyes, Year 2 Semester 2 is drawing to an end. Exam is coming its way and with so many competitive classmates of mine, i feel really stress. When i look at them preparing for exam, it make me feel as if i have loads to catch up with. wahaha.. Why are people able to maintain their top 10%? Why isn't bryan doing the same thing? A big sigh from bryan.

I will be home alone most of the time with dad making his way to indonesia for his work, eldest brother leaving singapore for taiwan for his course and 2nd brother back to his camp for his National Service. Omg! left with mum and I! I shall take over as the Yi Jia Zi Zu and take care of the family. =P

I gotta go and mug for my exam. Take careee!

Nanyang Polytechnic

2005-09-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

Sec sch students will think :" WAH!! poly life is good, so relax and loads of freedom. how i wish i could go to poly asap! God, please forward the blardy time!!" THEIR MINDSET IS WRONG. how i wish that im still in my secondary school funking around with my clickz of friends. Splashing water at Fairuz, running to the washroom in between of lessons and smacking each other at e dicks. LOL

I see many types of people in poly.

1) Selfish Brat and people who only think about themselves
2) Talk Big & Talk Cock more than they eat rice

Its only after a few of projects in this semester makes me realise that poly friends can be so fragile. Come and go like the wind and only a handful stay within ur vacinity when u need help.. darn disappointed about this type of life.

I DON'T MIND HYPOCRITES TO BE MY FRIENDS. I DON'T WANT SELFISH PEOPLE TO DIRTY MY LIFE!

Manager Robben is back to fill my post!

2005-08-28T01:32:00.000+08:00

Jiaying and Bryan posing for candid shot!

mr Bryan trying to pull for votes for presidential seat

Attention!

Bryan and his classmates~

Acting?

2005-08-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

After i roleplay as a Sales Manager today for my ICA, i find it rather fun to be acting infront of audience haha! I'm an arrogant manager who will not hesitate to lay off any of his staffs who disobey him. Mwahahah! =p

Below is the photos of the manager:

Manager Robben (BRYAN WHICH IS ME) & Hui Sher

Manager Robben quoting:"Quit messing with me!"

Manager Robben, again, posing for AH BENG style

I'm still considering whether i shld join http://www.staridol.com.sg . hmm should i? Lol Can someone please accompany me to join this event? I bet it will be FUCKING better than Project Superstar =P

Chinablack Review

2005-08-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

I believe most of my friends had heard about the fighting scene on friday night in celebration of adib's bdae at chinablack. i shall not repeat wad nick had said in his blog. CLICK HERE TO GO NIC'S BLOG.

I shall put 2 photos that we took at chinablack (got me or the photo is interesting then i will put one la =p)

Digging friendster's profile

2005-08-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

I retreive one photo i took with my godsis, RIna during 31st december... lol so just going to post it up here.. i need to go bath first.. =p

national day eve.

2005-08-08T18:22:00.000+08:00

Took this during work, ain;t sure why its that dark when i upload it to computer.. argh!

Feeling kinda sick and so i skipped my 9am ECPJ lab session and slept with the time i had. i woke up when the clock strike 10 in the morning and went to check my email for my ASP codes... having headache over this irritating project which is getting on my nerves.

met ben 150pm at sembawang mrt for a 2.4km + situp and pull up training with jacq and wan xin.

BEN: U better buck up on your 2.4km, dun let me and ms tay down mwahahha...

After that we went to eat at Ya Kun for our tea break. ordered french toast set. after we got our meals into our stomach, we proceed to timezone. lolz 3 of us played stupid games.. but we got enough tickets to trade for 3lollipops and 16 mentos. haha.

we walked around north point and then waited for 859 with jacqass... ok after that, here i am!! playing dota mwhaah =p

Peggy, Sorry!

2005-08-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

=p Sorry.. i tot i really did blog.. but maybe its due to my STM... but i remember i put our photos some place.. Sorry =) CHEERIOs and CHill k ..

the day i saw a peeping tom peeping at my beep

2005-08-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

Well, went "Sand Tall Sa" with samantha this morning for a quick suntan. the sun was rather cooperative to the sense that it really did tanned me a little.. =) took quite afew pic with her.

Take with sun,sea and sand. Our faves spot =)

argh for no reason, the rest of the photos cannot be uploaded. wtf...rest assure,i will try to put it up asap.

Ermmm.. on our back, i saw one peeping tom. she was always looking at me. OH Gawd! and suddenly she whispered to me :" eh i think ur underwear is ****** color?" ARGH, how could she peep at me. i was super shy then.. trying to cover myself with my bag and shirt. AND SHE CALLED ME the "FLASHER".. never mind.. 'Da Ren Bu Ji Xiao Ren GUo'.. Chill bryan!
(although i took my revenge, below is the scenerio of how i help myself 'CHU KOU QI':)

ME: Oh shithead, how dare you call me flasher when i didnt show my underwear purposely? (pulling both sides of her cheeks)

BEFORE SHE COULD REPLY,

ME: ARGH, STOP CALLING ME FLASHER K!! (punching her PRETTY face)

She squat down, screaming for help.

ME: Mwhaha, i won you!!!

(as if this scenerio is true, lolz.. i couldn't bear to do such a thing to that PRETTY Peepingtom =p)

I shall show her my power nxt time.. and let her be awed by the sight of my prowess =p (*wink*) LOL

Awakened with Photos!

2005-07-29T10:59:00.000+08:00

What is jiaying doing? AREN'T WE TAKING A BACK PHOOTO! LOL =p

LETS TAKE A PHOTO Before OUR BBQ START!

Chalet Pic!!

2005-07-28T23:51:00.000+08:00

WOOhoo finally got afew of chalet pic but i going to put 2 for now. .I WANNA SLP!! =p

Very Odd, but Ultimately Its The Truth!

2005-07-27T18:38:00.000+08:00

1. Look at your zipper. See the initials YKK? It stands for Yoshida Kogyo Kabushibibaisha, the world's largest zipper manufacturer.

2. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top.

3. A duck's quack doesn't echo. No one knows why.

4. 40 percent of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals.

5. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled.

6. On the average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily.

7. Chocolate kills dogs! True, chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system. A few ounces is enough to kill a small sized dog.

8. Most lipstick contains fish scales.

9. Ketchup was sold in the 1830's as a medicine.

10. Leonardo da Vinci could write with one hand and draw with the other at the same time.

11. Because metal was scarce, the Oscars given out during World War II were made of wood.

12. There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos.

13. Leonardo da Vinci invented scissors. Also, it took him 10 years to paint Mona Lisa's lips.

14. Bruce Lee was so fast that they actually had to slow a film down so you could see his moves. That's the opposite of the norm.

15. The original name for the butterfly was "flutterby"!

16. By raising your legs slowly and lying on your back, you can't sink in quicksand.

17. Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there.

18. Dentists recommend that a toothbrush be kept at least six feet away from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the flush.

19. The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum.

20. The first owner of the Marlboro company died of lung cancer.

21. Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually than all of the Nike factory workers in Malaysia combined.

22. Marilyn Monroe had six toes on one foot.

23. Adolf Hitler's mother seriously considered having an abortion but was talked out of it by her doctor.

24. The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and Budweiser, in that order.

25. "Stewardesses" is the longest word that can be typed with only the left hand.

26. To escape the grip of a crocodile's jaws, prick your fingers into its eyeballs. It will let you go instantly.

27. A mathematical wonder: 111,111,111 multiplied by 111,111,111 gives the result 12, 345, 678, 987, 654, 321.

28. The most common name in the world is Mohammed.

29. The average person falls asleep in seven minutes.

30. The "pound" (#) key on your keyboard is called an octothorp.

31. The only domestic animal not mentioned in the Bible is the cat.

32. Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated.

33. The average person's left hand does 56% of the typing.

34. "Dreamt" is the only word in the English language that ends in "mt".

35. It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open.

36. In Chinese, the KFC slogan "finger lickin' good" comes out as "eat your fingers off".

37. A cockroach can live for 10 days without a head.

38. European women didn't wear underwear until the 1900's.

39. We shed 40 pounds of skin a lifetime.

40. Yo-Yos were once used as weapons in the Philippines.

41. Coca-Cola can be used as car oil.

42. Mexico City sinks abut 10 inches a year.

43. Brains are more active sleeping than watching TV.

44. Blue is the favorite color of 80 percent of Americans.

45. When a person shakes their head from side to side, he is saying "yes" in Sri Lanka.

46. There are more chickens than people in the world.

47. It's against the law in Iceland to have a dog.

48. The thumbnail grows the slowest, and the middle nail grows the fastest.

49. The only word in the English Language with all vowels in reverse order is "subcontinental".

50. There are more telephones than people in Washington, D.C.

51. Beethoven poured ice water over his head before he composed.

52. In Pakistan, it's rude to show your feet.
53. 99% of those read till this line are very free.... are you???

Test Of Bryan

2005-07-20T09:32:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

With contribution from Serene's blog,
http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Love Test
Here is the analysis:

When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
You give 70% to your relationship and expect to receive 30% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

With contribution from Serene's blog,
http://quizbox.com/personality/test1.aspx

Vote for ur Urbane2005

2005-07-12T00:21:00.001+08:00

I saw a sms from my manager stating that im in for a contest "Urbane2005" and get your friends to vote for us. haha i was kinda free for a little while, so i on my computer and get my frz that is online to do so haha =p

CLICK HERE TO GO TO THE VOTING PAGE.

http://www.m5concept.com/VIRUSMagazine/vote.html

Everyday one IP is entitled to a vote =) so get your hands working now and click on to vote for your favourite contestant.

BRYAN SNG BRYAN SNG! haha.

Most Fcuk Up Of The Day : The test i spent so much time to study for is postponed to wednesday.

reviewing the past-

2005-07-08T18:44:00.000+08:00

as i was freaking bored, i surf the net and suddenly i got this urge to visit my first maiden blog. (http://bryansng.blogspot.com) its only after i log in , i was able to read all my post. was funny indeed, to be able to read those posts again and thinking about my past.. the her... and i cleanly forgotten who was the secret 'her' that i had been mentioning. it might be k'.. s'... or even L'. After all its awalsy nice to review ur history once in a while.

Im awaiting for 7pm which i will be having meeting with Myrmidons' members. They are going to settle some admin stuff with us and set some training date for all the teams. I hope i will be able to get in team 2. +) Cheers for Bryan ALRIGHT!

Woooooolalalala

2005-07-07T09:43:00.000+08:00

Incredible bryan spent 200bucks in just one day. lolz! Bought a pair of harvana sandals, ripcurl leather bag, dye my hair, supplement powder and a pair of new gloves. haha. Its been my wish to change to a new footwear and new bag.

Guess who i saw on monday? David Beckham. haha Chey Beckham only, who never see before rite? *"HUMBLE" bryan*. haha! Alright, im waiting for this saturday in which i will be going sentosa again. I miss sentosa all of the sudden. I miss the sun, the sand and the sea(though i dun like to soak in the water).

The photo i took when i'm waiting for nicholas at somerset mrt station.

Just finished the movie, Fantastic 4. Its a good movie and i suggest all of you to watch it as well. Lol. i love jessica alba the most, the hottest figure a girl can ever haf and the pretty pretty face. muahaha . im in love with her -.-

After you.. its a new life

2005-06-28T18:03:00.000+08:00

Ok finally got my photo for the summer hunk=)

All was nothing, but a dream.

2005-06-25T19:03:00.000+08:00

After such a long wait, such a dreadful pain, im finally know that she's nv mine. I tot we will be one, but the truth that shows we wun be. What bryan can do is watch her by the side and steer clear of all troubles and memories.

Wait
.....
wait....

is never useful to be the reciprocal of love.

A trick designed to make you feel nuts.

LaLaLa

2005-06-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

Okie. im back to blog once again. sorry for the M.I.A.. Been TOO busy with my stuffs in school and outside... Test will be bombing my way soon and i gotta mug if i wan to get into my dream University... (NTU/NUS) =) Any of the 2 U will be fine for me. But in my heart, i wan the U (her).

Well, i skipped 3hours of lectures today. What a great bryan.. how to pass like tat.. LOL. But nvm, i will fa fen tu qiang asap with the help of my classmates. k? thansk! gee. i gotta go do my workout. Cya!

Post SummerHunk-Stress

2005-06-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

Chalet~

2005-05-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

I still have not recovered from Miss-The-Chalet illness. argh... i miss aranda conutry club and definitely the time we spent there... it was hell loads of fun!! =)
Audrey... too bad u cant go!! lol (meanie-bryan)

Below are some photos that we took during our chalet:

The Manly Team! =)

Engross in Winning Eleven ( I SHALL BEAT DARREN! )

Retire for the night with 6 people on bed (KOK SIONG is sleeping under our feets)

Just reached chalet and playing Daidee.

getting ready to play PS2 but can't play at that time due to incompatible plug.

Lastly, me =)

Ok... this is all i haf saved for the chalet...

This one is... i took during work =)

Fond Memories~

2005-05-02T20:27:00.000+08:00

Thanks to khairul that i am able to retrieve some photos of my secondary school. =)

Above(FROM TOP, LEFT - RIGHT) : JunHong, Shirleen, Adib and ME!!
TOok during Leadership Training Camp

Took during teachers day, our last performance for the school. =(

Adin and I posing "smartly" LOL

Post-Exam Stress

2005-04-14T18:34:00.000+08:00

haha. Never heard of post-exam will have stress right? Im having slight headache over what to do during my this vacation. Go sentosa and play? or go gym and train? haha. Well i take things as they comes.

Getting excited over this saturday photoshooting for Seventeen magazine summer hunk contest. Gotta make my way down to wildwildwet(AGAIN!!) by 9am this time round. Freaking early but i hope to get it done and get off from that place asap.

Im done with my last paper, Principle of Econs at 230pm. I think i will be taking supplementary paper for afew of the modules (Praying hard not to). BUT FOR NOW IM GOING TO ENJOY MY LIFE TO THE MAXIMUM! Muhahah =)

Just got home from gym with cheewei. Didn't used my total strength to do the exercise as im already mentally tired after a week of exam. and now im going to DOTA, so see ya!

Study!

2005-04-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

Today is friday and it's all about revision for exam. Went to library for around 4hours to buck up or else i will lose all my A. Fucking ben took a photo for me haha trying to pose. However, when i tried to help him take one, we were asked not to take any photos in library and requested to del it. Poor ben, i still got mine =)

Sweet 18? -.-

2005-03-31T10:13:00.000+08:00

I'm officially 18years and 2 days. TImes really flies and i can watch M18 movies, buy cigarattes and drink without any worries. There's pros and cons to turn 18 but i guess the cons outweigh the pros. hahas. Let me anaylsis the pros first:

1) When you decide to watch a movie with your friends and are about to choose which movie to entertain u, u probably go:" HEy! Watch that [FILL IN ANY SHOWS THAT IS NC16 or M18], It's [NC16/M18 depending on which one you have chose] and i can watch that!" I guess those friends of urs who haven't turn 18 or better still 16 [JUS LIKE BEN] will be envious of you. =P

2) I bet you have seen those secondary ah bengs and ah lians trying their way to smoke outside school or even in school but hoping that no teachers or even police will catch them. After you have turned 18, you can take out afew sticks of your cigarattes and wave at them before putting them altogether into your mouth. Haha. A way to spite those little brats. =)

3) If you have been to Sparks and c those bengs,lians and ah huay dancing and illegally getting some alcoholic drinks and sometime they might even need to beg you for help in getting them drinks. You are almighty to them now. Haha

Ok here comes the cons:

1) A gym freako like me will have trouble to pay $2.50 in every visit. I go gym 4times per weeks which means 10bucks per weeks jus for gym instead of the $1.50 x 4 = $6 per week. Every week spending extra 4bucks. Dots.

2) My age is catching up to the 20s and means i will have more responsiblities. Unlike last time, i can play around worries-free Sigh! Miss those days.

3) Counting days by days, i will be entering National Slavery (NS) in less than 2.5years. With the needs to shave botak for a vain person like me is a disaster. I hope i will get use to the monk's hairstyle.

4) All the pros i have mentioned at the very top, i only like hte first one. The other 2 are likely to be a NO NO to me.

That's how CONS outweigh the PROS. im 18, dotssssss

Astrology reading!

2005-03-29T09:37:00.000+08:00

Section 1: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation

You are a person who thrives on challenge, and you often feel that you must battle your way through life, depending upon no one and nothing but your own strength, intelligence, and courage. You believe in being totally honest, true to oneself and one's own vision and convictions, even if that means standing alone. Honesty, integrity, personal honor, and authenticity are your gods, and you have no sympathy for weakness of character in others.

Section 2: Mental Interests and Abilities

You are more of a poet than a rational scientist, for your mind does not function in a strictly logical, linear fashion. The language of music, art, or poetry is natural to you, and you are also able to think in highly abstract and symbolic terms. Translating your thoughts and impressions into concrete, everyday language may be difficult for you at times and consequently you may appear less intelligent or at least less quick-witted and verbal than others. This was especially true of you as a child, and you probably daydreamed a good deal also. You are intuitive and are able to sense what others' thoughts and feelings are, even before they say anything to you. You often form an opinion about a person or situation without much factual knowledge of them, and your impressions are usually correct. You can be somewhat absent-minded and you become so immersed in your own thoughts that you overlook things in your immediate, tangible environment. You are extremely open-minded and believe that anything is possible. Intangible or spiritual forces seem just as real to you as anything in the concrete world. Your imagination and your sympathetic understanding of other people are two of your greatest gifts.

a day of no return;

2005-03-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

I felt a pain today. The result of presenting my java project to the markers. Doubt my part will be scoring well with so minimum to show off. I can only project the best points out of my codes. That's all.

Forget about this fearful project and all i can do is to wait for the result to be out. I met up with Benedick (the ingrate) for shopping at bishan and i bought a billahbong tees. Ah... i can't get into the right mood now to blog. sorry. catch ya later!

Project-ing/Movie-ing day

2005-03-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

Most of my time i spent today is in jan's house. Oh god, school lab is so packed and they are still hesitating to open the fifth floor lab. What a budget school can NYP be. Looks like i have got myself into the wrong poly!

The main 'wow' about our java project is the login and logout.. but the main 'boo' is that we can't really let our login to work smoothly. Hahas! Trying to relieve myself of stress, i decided to catch a movie with a friend of mine. We watched "The Eye 10" and i expected it to be a horror movie which can make everyone goes "AhHHHh" but it didn't seem to be up to my expectation.

Disappointed =(. It was made up of hilarious and "horror-to-be" scene. Although it ain't that nice but its kinda worth it for a $6.50 movie. I will give it a 2 out of 5 stars. Maybe you all shld try to watch it during the weekdays instead of weekends. That's all.

Here Comes Another Few Shots

2005-03-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

Just received afew more photos of my Bugis Fashion show. Thanks to jon! cheerios.

...More Of Sentosa Event...

The Finale

2005-03-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

Bugis StreetWear Fashion Show for M5 is over. Was rather tiring as we prepared for the past few days. However, i started to miss the friends and the time we spent together, rehearsing and performing. Below are some photos from the courtesy of brian and ace: (More to come from Jon)

This Is Me =p

Eventful Nights.

2005-03-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

17th March Evening - Night
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Meet up with adib and the rest for soccer at the court opposite police station at around 545pm. After playing for half an hour, here comes the "POLICE FORCE" who wanna play together with us. Claimed to be police but play like fucking barbarian who don't give a fuck about safety in a friendly match. Still dare to say friendly match but push like they are the fucking king who can fucking bully the peasants. Don't know what is PICK UR OWN SIZE. To hell with them. Nearly fought with one fucking fair pussy guy who i can see using my balls that he's playing fucking rough. Nxt time if we get to play together, let me see how u bcome eunuch lah. fucking pussy.

18th March Morning - Afternoon
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Woke up at 9 and rushed off to Wild Wild Wet @ 10 for the Summer Hunk of Seventeen magazine contest. I was the first contestant to reach but gradually all the hunks appeared. I was like "WAH HOW CAN I WIN, all so fit and good looking" and become sian ½. But i console myself by saying "It's my first time to wildwild wet and its free and i get to play all the rides" haha its so worth it. After the whole event is officially over, the organiser will call us by next friday if we are selected for the grand final. I think i won't be in with so many great competitors around.

18th March Evening - Night
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Rush down to admiralty mrt and meet the rest of the model team for the Bugis Village streetwear show. Went to block.. erm 654 for a rehearsal. Haha. IT was DAMN fun to be able to pose infront of the audience. I paired up with Catherine who is like so tall, 1.72m plus a 2inch heels? guess so. haha i was like on par with her. felt so inferior. Its all ended with a debrief by the managers and ended at around 1030pm. Serene and the rest went for "supper" while i went home to accompany my parent. Hais second brother is in tekong and im the only son around. SO I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF THEM! YA!

Early Bird

2005-03-17T09:26:00.000+08:00

Taken by Bryan!

Taken NOT by Bryan!

Taken by Bryan!

The Day I Broke Through My Oracle Of Sadness

2005-03-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

What an unappealing day today is. Have to juggle java, econ and DCN projects using the 2hands im offered by the god. Have to face the monitor for hours to decipher the code bhind all the java applications. Don't the fucking creator of java know how to appreciate their hair by not inventing such a program tat will makes ppl so stressful and drop all their hairs? ahah!

At around 415, i made my way down to khatib gym and meet up with Stupid Thai, Alex. haha. While im doing my leg exercise, Sulastrina from Seventeen Magazine called me up. She told me im selected for Hunk Talents @ Wild Wild Wet this coming june. THere are twenty contestants to compete with and im somehow "kan cheong spider" haha. Hope i can get in top 10 =). Well enough of this excitement.

Don't girls appreciate the true feeling when the guys give them? Or they take them for granted? Been seeing my friends on cloud nine over their relationship but yet at the same time i see them so depressed over breaking up. Sigh. I don't wish to be one of the victims too but why can't i jus forget u?

importance in the heart

2005-03-14T20:43:00.000+08:00

I won't give up, take my hand!

Part of a lyrics from 5566 - Won't Give Up (Yong Bu Fang Qi)
A OST song for Ge Dou Tian Wang by Tony Sun and Wang Ren Fu.

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Craving for my semestral break so that i can take a break from all
troubles and make my days packed by working and training. Might be
taking up muay thai as an extra training to learn on how to defend
and offense.

Actually, i wanted to send her that song to tell her that i won't give up
but i think time is drifting us apart. I will sit by the fence and await
my fate to decide for me

Sweet Long Day

2005-03-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10am and was preparing myself to meet xiangning and her group for lunch before heading off for my model biography photoshooting. As predicted, i know Sheena will be late! haha so i took off from the food court alittle later than the time expected to meet. When i reached yew tee and sheena's not there yet. It's alright for me as a guy to wait for a lady. haha =)

We reached our meeting point at 230pm which is 30minutes late. haha sorry to those waited for us. We went on to a shop owned by my manager's friend and we got afew outfit and change into it. william styled our hair and continue with our photo taking.

all ended before 5pm and i headed to suntec city and met up with xiangning and her gang. an hour later after my visit to the crowded and humid IT FAIR, i went to meet william and took train home together.

Below are some pic i took myself today for the model bio.

"Without HairStyling"

"With Simple HairStyling"

"Ugly me"

"Say Cheese!"

Waiting.

2005-03-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

I've been waiting and i think it time for little bryan to get off his little dreamland. Longing for something which doesn't mean anything to you won't get you anywhere. i've been waiting without any conditions but i believe times won't solve anything anymore.

wish you are there,
when im crying in my heart.
longing for the precious you,
but everything just ended.

i wish i was the one,
to be with you on the day,
when you are crying.
however, my heart told me you've another him

=) Bryan has matured! haha as usual.. this is wad he say. haha

Thanks to Karen

2005-03-07T20:00:00.000+08:00

I've afew more for my beachhunk event at my photo part... gonna put up one here.... den the rest will be under the "photo" section...

ANYWAY I FLUNK MY JAP! HAHA DEADMEAT!

War Of The Brainest

2005-03-04T07:28:00.000+08:00

In about 5hours time, i will be going for DCN test. The freaking test i detest most but hope to pass with flying color at the same time. I will be going to school at around 9 to study and pray hard all those i revise will come out for the test.

Slept for 9hours and the feeling is great haha. Guess from today onwarsd, i will sleep at 1030pm every night and wake up at 7am. oKie! gotta go and prepare to go to school!

Created Link/Mood

2005-03-02T11:08:00.000+08:00

I've decided to make this look more like a homepage rather than a blog. Therefore i have add 3 link buttons at the bottom of the page. Currently im trying to solve the border problems of the buttons. Anyone who have ideas on how to resolve it, please email or tag at the board and let me know.

My mood is currently bored. kinda still miss the day @ sentosa for Surf N Run and Beach Pageant. Miss the events and people! Hais! But life has to move on. What can i do? Can't turn back the clock. I have to study statistic and DCN, test coming tomorrow and friday respectively. Argh! Headache..

More upcoming photos

2005-02-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

Finally received my photos. Thanks to Ling and his boyfriend. Here are some more update!
Photos taken during Beach Hunk and Babes Pageant 2005 organised by Lime Magazine.

Photo Taking

2005-02-28T20:48:00.000+08:00

Went with ben to check out the places for photo shooting and took afew to learn on how to pose, smile and of course haf the feeling and attitude.
below is one of the example...

Beach Day

2005-02-26T20:26:00.000+08:00

Its the end of beach hunk and babes pageant. Kinda miss all the hunks and babes. They are so spontanenous and good looking. Esp my partner Ling, who play well with me in the couple catwalk. Cheers to you!

Below is the photo of me and my partner ling.
More photos will be coming when she send me thru email.

Miss you all!

Nervous,Anxious,Excited

2005-02-26T08:24:00.000+08:00

Its 827am now! around 6hours to Beach pagent Beachhunk for Lime magazine. Went to charlotte hse to stay last night and bought a lime magazine on the way. Saw photo of myself inside the magazine which they took when im sick! It's going to be the final and i hope to be able to win something back =) Of course, i will be gaining experience on hw to "model" lols.

Will be meeting karen and jacq plus the goon FAIRUZ at admiralty and of coz alex too. Then meet zh and his gang @ cck before proceeding to sentosa. Michelle and barry they all will be joining us in the later part of the day. Let's get rocking and all the best for BRYAN keke =)

The Stepping Stone To This Saturday

2005-02-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

Today's lesson is so short. Only 1hour of statistic tutorial which supposed to be 2hours but Mr Chin managed to clear it in 1hour. Bravo! 3 hours spared for us to do our java project with the assistance of our kind tutor, miss oh! Never fail to help us when we are in need. Straight after our project, i made my way down to United Square OP shop which im doing my shrit fitting for this saturday beachhunk event. Chose a shirt, 1 surfer pant, 1 khakis pant and one pair of beach slipper. Altogether is around 200bucks. Saw afew beachbabes and beachhunk and i felt so inferior hahas -X. Well gotta go! haf to sleep early to prevent any BLACK EYES!

45minutes to Monday Blue

2005-02-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

Finally im back home from the lonely takashimaya. The sales i accumulated today is bad. Not just a normal bad, its super awful. During work time, i can even come up with a simple and awful poem too. Here goes:

Moments of the past,
filled me with laughters.
Yearning for precious you,
Make me study hard.

Seeing you and him,
proved myself worthless indeed.
Your smiles never dies,
which repairs my heart.

Longing for the minutes,
holding your hand tightly.
Knowing it is impossible,
I still believing deeply.

Till the very day,
when we really part.
That is the time,
forcing myself to say:

What Will Be Will Be

Sunday Morning Is So Bored

2005-02-20T11:22:00.000+08:00

Everyday sunday, i will have to drag my tired feets to takashimaya to fulfil my schedule as a part timer of Gucci fragrance. What's an additional point of boredoom to today's roaster is that i will be in charge of afternoon shift. To most of the part timers or should i say staffs, afternoon shift seems to be the LONGEST day in comparison to morning shift.

Its 11:21AM now and i just went to keith's house for a quick cut. Cut alil as i don't want it to be too short as it will be darn ugly. Tomorrow will have to visit keith again but this time is to dye my hair.

Ever since she has him, the only thing i do is to make myself look good and don't care aobut her anymore. Pray this will work geez.

Took for fun!

2005-02-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

Hais sian so take lor

Tong Hua

2005-02-18T07:44:00.000+08:00

Is she really that hard to be pulled off of my mind? I might not be the prince in her story but all i can do now is to watch her smiling from one side. Just hope by seeing her less, things will change =)

Woke up at 7am and saw Zhihong msg "Once you read this message, please go back to sleep." He don't feel like going to gym and i once again have to either do it at home or go to gym myself. Making decision now....

I'm deciding on whether should i go to Alvin's house not... I feel like gg.. but lazy and i might be meeting elfiana they all for a movie... Not sure ah..

9days more

2005-02-17T10:08:00.000+08:00

Counting down of 9Days i will be going for the final for beachhunk. I know audrey.. u think im not hunky enough, even me myself think so too.. but nvm i treat this as an experience and i know i won't be able to emerge as the sole winner. so don't worry okie.

This week has been a hectic week for me. Basically go school and straight after school, i make my way to the gym and make the most of the time doing workout and burn the fats into muscles! haha.

I went to jan's house yesterday with other classmates of mine. I played X-Box with jinsong, eddie and soonguan as we not really into mahjong. After X-boX, we move on to playing blackjack which we bet with 10cents... slowly,gradually it become a dollar. She went to jan's house too but didn't really communicate with her. Guess it's going to be over very soon. :( Well, infact what happen will be happened so no use pulling back anything that will leave u in no time.

I just hope to be the angel in your story and turn my hands into wings to protect you from any harm. However, i guess you won't need my protection anymore as there's other wings who is taking care of you. Sighs

Overjoyed

2005-02-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

Im simply overjoyed. A strange number rang up my hp and i was wondering who's the caller. Put away my headset and i answered the call, it was a lady's voice. It was Jermine from Lime Magazine and she gave me a shock out of my life by saying:" You are shortlisted for the final for the BeachHunk competition." It will fall on the 26th Feb 2005 and im going to work hard for it =P.

This maybe a good timing for me. I will be striking my way off at the gym and at the meantime i can put her off my mind. All the unhappy incidents will be cleared. It doesn't matter whether i win or not, i just treat this as a time to heal my wound. The wound that is so deeply cut thru my heart.

Sign off... =)

Breathe again

2005-02-14T17:43:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wonder how it's feel when everything is over?
It almost took my breathe away. This is how i feel right now. Today is Valentine day and she's not with me. She's busy with other guys. What i wanna tell her is "I just wanna breathe again". I wanna build a coherent environment between me and her but everything is over.

Bought her a balloon, thanks to Jan. lols. She ain't really happy with the balloon and when i said this to her is like placing my tongue at the edge of a sharp sword :" Don't like den deflate it lor or throw it away" Does she noe how i feel =) And jan replied her sms for me cause i don't know how to use the samsung handphone which is very "mo sheng" to me and my handphone's batt is dead.

Think she's busy watching movie with the guy. So didnt reply me.. This is the excuse i used to sooth my broken and hurt heart. Anyway, great to have Jan jie around to accompany through long and lonely Valentine Monday. Sigh. Wad will be will be...

Why am i so stupid to wait for a miracle to happen when i know it myself that nothing more will come?

2more days

2005-02-13T01:16:00.000+08:00

In less than 24hours or a day,it will be the day i detest most, valentine day. Wadever thing i say, wadever thing i give or wadever action i can do will mean nuts to her. 'Fuck It' by Eamon will suit what she will say

Fuck what you say, it don't mean shit now.
Fuck the present, might as well throw em' all out.
Fuck those kisses, they dun mean jack.

ARgh.. wad can i do.. jus pray? and pray for a miracle to happen? pinning hope on she will sms me, but she didn't =) What i beg for is jus a sms from her and it could brighten up my day

fellowship of my family

2005-02-10T11:55:00.000+08:00

The FellowShip Of My Generation

My dearest Ah Gong!

Chinese New Year

2005-02-10T11:49:00.000+08:00

In just a beat by the heart, the reunion dinner and the first day of lunar new year is over. It's now the 'chu er' or the second day of lunar year. Gotta wait restlessly for another year for the reunion dinner and to see all my family members gathered together again.

'I Do I Do' by Jack Neo is rather a fairly well done movie. However, all of his movies are almost of the same. What's different about this movie is that they teach us the present, past and past particple of chinese characters. For example, 'Wah Lao' is the present tense. 'Wah Liew' is the past tense and 'Wah Piang' is the past participle. Haha lame right... Enjoyed watching it with my fellow cousins; ko yang, grace,michelle, ah ling, wan ling and derrick. The union of the youngster!

I've to cut short my blogpost for today. Mum going to pull my ear for any delaying of my turn to bath. See ya sooN!

Sunday 06FEB05

2005-02-07T00:57:00.000+08:00

Ah, kind'a feeling sucks right now. 2 pimples irrupt and make my nose and cheek their territories. Ain't letting them stay till lunar new year. I will retaliate them with all my super facial cream. Freeze u shithead =P keke...

I've one secret 'in' information. GUYS , don't drink too much of soya bean okie! it will aggravate more female hormones in u instead of inculcate proteins into ur body. Thanks to Alvin for enlightening me.

bryan went to work today. First bad hair day for me for the month of feb. Can't make my soft yet sometime hard hair stands. argh... nvm once in awhile is acceptable for me. Did not really made much sales as niggards customers can be seen around my pathetic counter. What makes up most of the sales for me is the Gucci Envy Me Coffret Set (50ml EDT + B\L). After work, meet up with adib,saiful,nick,ben,pavinder,khamisah and one lady(forgot the name) for pool. Ben and i made our way off much eariler than the rest as we intend to grab a bite at the nearest burger king.

After eating, we went home! slept in the train for an hour. lol gotta rush off now. brudder wanna use the computer.

This is me

2005-02-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

Which Guilty Gear X character are you?

Choice

2005-02-04T08:13:00.000+08:00

"What will be will be" has been my fighting motto ever since the day i lost her in the year 2002 Feb. God, why did you put me into this situation again whereby i have to choose between Dignity and Her. The only difference about this time is her heart is no longer with me. Slowly, gradually and eventually, i will lose my most insignificant and small place in her heart and mind. Wait and wait, is the most i can do? V-day is coming and she's not going to be my the other half that will accompany throughout they "happy" day.

Another guy will be her company and i can only see from far isle... Can i be, once again, the Bryan who fear no people and no things? I don't wish to think about her again but my heart telling me NO. Though i had turned my back on her, it doesn't mean my feeling for her has died. It's just that i can't bear and don't wish to see her taking one step at a time in leaving me. Everynight, i been telling myself to hold her in my arms and tell her how much i feel for her. All this has become null and history has repeated itself.

THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS... .to see that she's happy with the other guy from afar. When the day she needs someone the most, i will always be there for her. Lending her my shoulders and ears. God bless.

slacking?

2005-02-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

Been almost a month since i last typed on www.blogger.com. Hey don't assume im lazy okie? been packed with lots of activites and this week brings 3 heavy test of Principle of Econ, Management Principle and Java. Omg.. their weightage is very high and im going to flunk it haha =) Usual bryan yeah... 14th feb is coming.. and where is she.... not with me... and her feeling for me is gone? haha i can't do anything but just to watch her by the side. all the best!!

Woo jus finished surf and run for 2days and.. i tot i will get last few.. but i didn't.. got 70placing out of 100+? haha haven been running for months and im still not bad okie! haha don't mess with me. =p geez. preparing for the next event "NewBalance Challenge" of 10km run follow by 40km cycle and 5km run again. Teaming up with zhihong and weimin. hope we can achieve some results together. CHEERIOS !! gotta go sleep and prepare for tml school

BAD LUCK: SPECTACLES BROKEN. HAVE TO USE CONTACT LENS

She broke my heart once again`

2005-01-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

Just woke up from my dreamland. This time it's the same tears that had dropped from my eyes that held full of hopes not long back. Impossible is the word that ran from her mouth last night. I could hardly breathe and i beg for a change but it seem that everything has been predestined. I used to hold no belief in the word 'destiny' but the incident happened 8hours back make me realise the existance.

Bryan hope to be someone who don't scold,bully,raise his voice and insult anyone again. He will jus do his job as a student which is mugging and let everything have its nature course. For now, i will have only all the soccer touranments and Surf N Run in my heart. nothing else. She will be forgotten and i will start a brand new life.

4th Jan 2005

2005-01-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for 1 year. since 31st dec 2004 haha. well this is a bad joke originally cracked by the mighty winsor! Finally two of my new year's resolutions have been accomplished

1) Over for me and her, jan noe =)
2) Passed cd to sara, sigh! gee

Just finished soccer and futsal 7-a-sides is just one month away and i break my leg again. OMG! Sians. Tomorrow got one hour lecture and im gonna attend it and pass my team the soccer ball and then go home to rest before heading for work @ takashimaya.

Oh ya, today saw shiyun but ain't sure was her and so i didn't sound her out. lols. Just watch her with reeza and she recognised me haha. Well as described by winsor, NOT BAD lah. haha =)

X-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------N

Ciao. Gotta go rest!

Happy NEw Year!

2005-01-01T03:06:00.000+08:00

Its true that time flies. I had graduated from Canberra Secondary School for around 1 year already. It's seems like i just finished my last O lvl paper yesterday haha. Oh shit... kinda miss secondary school life. Don't really like poly life... wad a miserable life. guess she lyk other people ler ba haha.. aiya why am i mumbling about this. its over!

Meet up with jianhong,benedict,stef and kelly @ sembawang and yishun mrt respectively at around 610pm. im late, AS USUAL! haha...initially, we decided to meet up with emily at marina bay mrt but junhong called and say if we still don't reach, the uncle will give up the seats for others. We have to rush down there like mad bull and push our way into the squeezy and small bus. Cant they start more buses in tat area! argh. Ok enough of all this. Oh ya, i saw Weiliang at the bus stop. haha such a coincidence.

We alight at the bus stop infront of the bowling alley. We SUPPOSED to approach right but my cheena sucks,(as u noe), i cant read chinese character well! Ok this 2 chinese words supposely to be Zhen something something, but iread as tian something.. so i walked the wrong way. Hahaa! thanks to stef's powderful chinese tat manage to get us out of the maze and head back to the right direction.

Let me annouce who were there,:Darren,Brenda,Jianhong,KOksiong,His GF(i expect),stef,kelly,emily,beneDICK,junhong,adib,his cousin and me. quite alot of us. We just bbq like nobody business and left tonnes of food uneaten. We have to make a headcount first, and quickly run for our "money"(incase of being fined for too much leftover) at the count of 3. haha. This was fun.

We make our ways to town. Wanted to go cine k pool to whack some balls but it was fully packed. Ran to cuppage and it was full again. Fucking shit. No choice, left lucky plaza. By hook or by crook, we haf to get ourselves some tables to whack and ease our hands haha. Lady luck was on our sides, managed to get 3tables and start playing our "WINNER IN LOSER OUT" round.

We end our game at 12.30am. decided to get some drink @ 7 eleven, but i saw this uncle spraying foam at others, i took one and spray at him. WHAHA he chased after me and wanted to avenge haha. Luckily, he was out of breathe after running for less than 10metres. geez. EVIL ME!! haha ALl of us bought at least 1 can of spray and spray at those strangers who intended to shoot us. We are a big gang okie! Don't mess with us or you will die like shit. Muahaha =) THis is the funniest part of our celebratoin.

Haix, time to pack our thing and make our way home. What a fast day. 7hours just passed lilke this. Finally our class could somehow haf a small gathering and it's over again. It's 2005 now.. what will hold for me in this year?

Here are my wishes:
1) YL, i want the old you!
2) XN. I got alot of things to say to her.. but she's not interested i guess.
3) Get another ,at least, 5As and don't fail any modules.
4) Improve my soccer, muscles and dragonboat skill!
5) Tanned my skin to the best copper brown.
6) Everyone is healthy and make lots of money., MUAHAHA no money no talk , right?

Okie, i gotta stop my thoughts-pending here. Gotta go play some CS and tuck in for bed!

Long break

2004-12-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

Wah, i didn't update my post for weeksss. Been busy with gym and some other stuffs. I miss christmas eve, the night was fun. Sigh. Meet up with rina and cheeshun at around 6.30pm at yishun mrt. we head towards cineleisure and surprisingly, im taking neoprint again. This time round with Duckie (Rina). Haven't see her for quite some time and she changed alot. Be it appearance or character. Cant really get use to it. *muahah* Took 18bucks of neoprint and went on to kick some people in pool. Rina's friends, Selina, joined us. A big-eye and cute ger haha. Don't you think so, chee Shun? lolz Hope rina and her friend wont see this.

Straight after pool, went to meet up with mabel and gang @ heeren entrance for countdown. Oh ya! wendy's bf tagged along too. haha he was a fun guy to be with. Alright, we bought some FOAM or FAKE SNOW and spray at strangers (esp. mabel) LOLS. Some bangladesh were around(SOME OF THEM ARE SICK k, trying to touch gers in a crowded place), i sprayed them like there's no tomorrow. Muhahaha! Oh yeah, one fuckin' big joke happened. I overhead this auntie(in her mid 40's) complain to the police:"Just now hor, got this guy touch my nehneh. I punched him and he got away. Ta Ma De!" LOL was violent man! and i said:"Auntie, who will wan to touch u !!!?" (I hope i did say tat but i didnt' haha) We walked by the road, sprayed at bypassing car and police(indirectly shoot using the wind direction, else if u shoot directly at them,u will be summoned; im not tat stupid k) haha =p. Went to take nightrider1 to yishun as we found out the blardy MRT had closed for service after waiting for so long. Sent mabel to her bus stop first before heading for yishun interchange whereby cheeshun's dad fetch wendy, adi, cheeshun and me back to sembawang. I stopped at 469 and headed for darren's house. This time round, we are playing Winning Eleven 8(guess so) in celebration of Christmas. Went home at 8am. Didn't really sleep and meet up with adib @ 2.30pm. Wad a day~

Gotta go first, fuckin' brother wanna use the com-pu-ter!

Back from gym

2004-12-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

10am - Woke Up, Switch on the computer, eat my breakfast

11am - watch tv, MVP QING REN =p

After watching tv, i went to meet choon ho for lunch before meeting nick and his gf, dee for gym. Woohoo.. today gym was a great one. overstretch and did some improvement. acutally, todae's lady luck is on my side. haha shldnt go into detail. i tot of meeting her, but she went to bugis wif her frz. haf not seen for her 3days... can only watch by the side when she playing bball . sigh! wad a day for me. tml might be meeting beneDICK for lunch den meet her =) Hopefully. Den maybe wil laslo be meeeting mabel and cheer her up! gee. wad a saint am i whaha =p alright gotta go tok cock sing song wif ben they all . cya!

2004-12-17T01:12:00.000+08:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

http://www.quizdiva.net/bt/interpersonal.jpg">You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others.Good at seeing others' conflict.
You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

You Were Nice This Year!

You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list.You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year.Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good.Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?

Your Christmas is Most Like: The Muppet Christmas Carol

You tend to reflect on Christmas past, present, and future...And you also do a little singing.

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2004-12-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

You Are the Enthusiast

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You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.
You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.
Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.
You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.

http://www.blogthings.com/enthusiast.html

Saturday

2004-12-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

091204, the day i won't forget

This is day i won't forget. so is Decemember Of 2003. We went to gym together, smiling so sweetly, nv forget to do our "make-the-bubbletea" machine and "squeeze-the-chest" alps machine. sigh. queueing together, waiting for people to be done with their sets and carry on with ours. miss those days and i knew it wun come back. don't really know whether you are interested in the stories again =(

sms not replied makes my heart wrenched. omg... so bored nowaday.. friends either start school or working, gotta kill the time myself without u too... 091204.. the day...i tot we could smile sweetly again.

saw her, msg her, hope to back with her

2004-12-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

`saw her, msg her`
woke up, on computer, waiting for someone to chat. saw her online, msg her and ask how is she. chat and chat and chat. update each other and meet up for some more update =).

after meeting her, went to grab a bite for my lunch and proceed back home before doing my weights and do some shopping. back home and rest. on msn, waiting for someone to chat again. but this time no one. freaking boreddd =)

gotta go do my workout again. see ya!

Time To Play

2004-12-09T10:41:00.000+08:00

Time To Play And Fool Around

Last night, we bicker over same thnig again. just couldn't make her believe what i was saying is true and so i have fucking enough of all these serious things. My brother told me why bother to make urself suffer just to let her believe you. Just let go and fool around, enjoy your life instead. Brainstorming has been working out in my mind and i agree with him. FROM NOW, i Bryan will not get serious over all these things and fool around. I was thinking, y the hell you don't believe me and you believe others. TMD, really makes my blood boils.

ADIB: LET'S GET STARTED TO FOOL AROUND =) Same goes to junhong ah (GEE). oh ya saiful too. Y serious? just fuck it.

Ahh another bad thing happen to me. My back! i attained back injury. i cant do heavy weights! fuck . wad happen. do too much weights, situp and play oto much soccer will become like tat? i cant go training, i cant do heavy weights, running is a problem now. hell no! i wan sports. sports is my life! ah!

let go.. go go

2004-12-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

What A Sucky Day
When everything goes wrong

Went to meet darren, zi chao, brenda, benedict(IM MENTIONING UR NAME AGAIN!),pohteng, ming jie at sembawang mrt. im late again. AS USUAL. ok we went on our way to harbourfront, stop at the CHEERS bought some drinks before we head to the hawker centre to get our lunch over to the other island. Its monday, i seldom go on weekday unless something special make me go =) but i shldnt have go. Go and don't go is still the same. NO NO NO. siansation. maybe is some retribution? aiya hack it ba..

went to play soccer. toe nail went out of place, fucking pain. but nvm at least i scored one whaha =) after soccer went to chill outside 7-eleven and saw wendy's bf. he asked his frz which one is bryan and so i jus told him. don't know what the fuck happen, but nvm. IM ALREADY SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THESE TINGS.=) alright gotta go chill again. cya!

camp camp

2004-12-05T09:29:00.000+08:00

well she's off. wont be able to contact her or wad. =) What a boring day is today. Actually intended to go

sentosa today with benedict they all but not enough people, won't be fun. so cancelled all. Wtf. Go siloso beach

is my hobby and seeing her is my dream =P gee.. lols. okie. Later might be going to causeway point or sun

plaza or any place if that ben wants to go.

below are some photos we took on wednesday 01/12/2004 at Sentosa, Siloso Beach.

What the hell, im sleeping

The 4 gers enjoying the sea

It's us again, giving a better pose. [From left: CheeShun, Zi Chao, Darren, Me]

Darren coming for me

Zi Chao and me trying to shoot people

Mabel and beelay

All these photos i put up are the best quality we have. -_-"

Waiting to go out. Can;t Wait To Go Out. When can i go out?

i got the ans

2004-12-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

lala i have been cheating myself recently. been telling myself OH YEAH SHE LIKE ME. she does. haha wad did i get when i asked her frz? NO lmao. wad an ans. when i ask her, also either NO or DUNNO. wtf.

started playing maple todae, kinda sucks at the beginning but gradually picking up some interesting skill =p which is maplehaxor. sigh sorrie, not in the mood to blog right now

WhAT I CAN THINK OF NOW IS

HER

HER..

Jus
Her.. =p im not mad lahh, jus feel kinda vexed~

gym-

2004-12-04T00:15:00.000+08:00

well there's nothing much for today lahh..

this is what i do

morning - on computer, check email, eat, sit up, change

afternoon - meet fairuz go town, went metro, went cine, go gym with choon ho.

night - on computer, check email, waiting for her to be online.

now - still waiting.. =(

mei ah, wad i shld do.. Haix!

2004-12-02T00:54:00.000+08:00

its the day!

2004-11-20T09:23:00.000+08:00

Today is a special day for me... Dragonboat race. Singapore Regatta race...(is my spelling right?) i have been waiting for this day. its time for me to see how far i have trained myself over the past few months. i will do my best and im sure my team mates will too and we will bring home medals whahah... though she never shown me any form of encouragement, i believe i can still do it~ gee.... i really xiang ta...

after race i will be going to koyang's house to burn some game and watch show! gee.. okie i gotta go get bath and head my way to raffles mrt and meet up with the team.

emotion of tools cant cure any fool

2004-11-12T20:39:00.000+08:00

wooopp so long didnt update my blog. sorrie about that. been kinda busy with training and gym. race is just 1week away and im getting excited about it. though i may not be playing but at least i can c the result of our hardwork that is being done during all the training on the day of exam! right?
muahah going to get my dragonboat windbreaker and jersey soon.. weee this will be the thing i have been waiting for... geeee =P well gotta go do some sit up and get back to the blog asap ba! cya!

everything has to come to an end

2004-11-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

well.. i think.. everything has to come to an end right... im tired.. though i have been telling myself.. im too tired to carry on.. i still cant forget her.. i duno y.. perhaps.. jus tat special feeling.. i gotta pack my schedule dam hard......from beachball to dragonboat to gym to swimming to soccer to everything that will make me busy... and i don't think i wil have much chance to see her again.. =) god bless her and hope everything will run well for her.

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grew another year...

Ministry Of Queueing

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The value of life

The value of life

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kick off my harcore habit

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What should i do?

How much does your blog worth?

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Manager Robben is back to fill my post!

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Peggy, Sorry!

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Chalet Pic!!

Very Odd, but Ultimately Its The Truth!

Test Of Bryan

Vote for ur Urbane2005

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Woooooolalalala

After you.. its a new life

All was nothing, but a dream.

LaLaLa

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Chalet~

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